Ajeng's Diary

  بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful Hi June, Thank you for being here, it's almost your 25 years with me. I like you June, not because I was born in this month but also your name is quite unique and beautiful. To be honest, This month especially in my born date, I expect nothing, not a gift, not even praise. You are just like ordinary months, but when I hear your name being said, my heart feels blooming because how beautiful it is. And I want to thank Allah that He has given me everything, He gives me life, He gives me chances, chances to keep being on His track and to be a better person. I know sometimes I fall short, but that doesn't mean that I give up. Because I know, my  Allah , will never leave me, He waits for me, He forgives me. I know I am not a saint, not even pious. I made mistakes, I do sins, I strayed, But His love overcomes everything. His love even far bigger than His wrath. I believe that my A...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful True contentment is only when you are with Allah, when you spread your sajdah in the middle of the night and you pour out your feelings to Him. He is Allah, As-Samee'  - The All Hearing, indeed He hears you, even you can't say the supplications that you were meant to because you were immersed in sorrow. Allah is The One who is always with you, and He never left you even for a second. We are too busy to pile up our worldly things whereas Allah says in the Qur'an that worldly things are just a test for us. الْمَالُ وَالْبَنُونَ زِينَةُ الْحَيَاةِ الدُّنْيَا Treasure and children are the jewels of the world's life [Al-Kahfi : 46]    This surah reminds us that even our own children is a test, our treasure is a test. This all that we have in dunya, just to test us and it won't last forever but our deed is.  We are too busy in this dunya only for temporary enjoyment wherea...

بِسْمِ   اللهِ   الرَّحْمٰنِ   الرَّحِيْمِ In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful      I have to tell you that you are beautiful! No matter how much you hate your eyes, your nose, or anything that relate to your body. You are perfectly beautiful! Only one thing that makes you ugly is your negative perspective about yourself which saying that you are not beautiful! We are as human is already created by our Supreme Lord; Allah, perfretly! He created us in the best of forms ( see qur'an  95:4). So, In point of fact, You are Perfectly Created . Why are you still comparing yourself with another persons that have white colour skin, straight hair, tall, etc? You are a uniqe and beautiful human being that Allah created, you should be grateful. So many people we found out that they have flaws like have no perfect hands or feet or eyes or anything like us but that doesn't mean Allah doesn't love them. He does and He will always love them. And...

  بِسْمِ   اللهِ   الرَّحْمٰنِ   الرَّحِيْمِ In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful How are you doing guys? It's been a while that I didn't post anything yet here. But today, here I am :) Today is so beautiful, I hope your day is  beautiful too. Sadly, till today (September 11, 2020), we are still dealing with corona virus, we can't go outside freely anymore and many of us suffering from many things such as losing job, working but unpaid, half-paid working, decreasing in income, etc. I k now that many of us are stressing this a lot but if we can see  this pandemic in positive sides, I guess, we will become a grateful person. And indeed, nothing to be worry, nothing to be sad. I will write something to you, my dearest friend, for you that hopeless, for you that lost, kindly take a look :) Dear you, I know it's hard, I know it doesn't look like what u expected You may sit sadly, and feel so lonely  No one understand you, that's what y...

  TOP 20 ISLAMIC WEBSITES THAT BRINGS YOU CLOSER TO JANNAH Posted by  ZAAHARA .COM  on  December 12, 2017 Here I list the websites that are  beneficial to be visited, i copied this all from zahara.com. I hope this post will be beneficial for those who read it. There are many interesting Muslim websites that Muslims can browse to and discover more about the religion of Islam. Here are the top 20 Muslim websites that are worth it to visit: Quran Online lists all 114 surahs contained in the Quran in ascending order. The website also gives the meaning of the name of the surah in English and an English translation of each verse.  https://quran.com/ Hadith Online divides hadiths according to categories. Listing hadiths as Sahih al-Bukhari, Sahih Muslim and so on. A search toolbar is provided where you can search for a specific hadith if you want to. The slogan says “The Hadith of the Prophet Muhammad S.A.W. at your fingertips” is definitely true.  https://su...