Ajeng's Diary

    بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful There are things in life that we can’t complain for. Allah knows best for me and you. I May feel pain, I may get hurt, but all those feelings somehow will lead you back to your Creator, to the best version of yourself. I may don’t know what He already planned for me, but I know for sure, He wants best for me. He wants to save me. I admit that I am not good enough. I ignored His signs. His signs that I should stop doing wrong. But He never give up to give me that signs. I might be late to realize His signs, but I thank Allah that He never closed His door for me. I cried a lot, I depressed, but in the end He is The One who waits for me and actually He always been there for me, in all the situations i got thru.  O Allah, what will I be if you are not taking care of me. I might get lost and fell into an endless sorrow. It’s really hard for me at first to Trust You back, I know it’s not good

     بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful   Hi there, I hope you are doing well there. Alhamdulillah we reach again Ramadan this year and may we can still meet ramadan in years to come, Aamiin.. Today is April 17 2022, which means it is already Day 15 of ramadan and In Sha Allah we still have a half month to finish it. May we can give our best before this holy month left us :((( Aamiin You know, sometimes I feel like I haven’t give the best of me on this blessed month, and If you also feel same, so let’s start again to make the best deeds, the best ibadah to Allah in this blesssed month. We still have time to fix our ibadah, to firm our intentions.  Let’s make these steps to do the best in this half ramadan In Sha Allah: First , Let’s fix our salah . It’s all our problem to pray on time :( If you are already a person who prays on time, Ma Sha Allah, May Allah make it consitent for you Aamiin.. But for me, it’s little bit hard

I was so negative andtoxic to myself, I can say it as insecurity. I used to be sad if I am not as beautiful as other people. It’s not negative for others, It’s negative for myself. I mean when i think I am not beautiful, I used to talk to myself; “ Oh Ajeng, why you can’t take care of yourself? Why u so messed up? Why you are not enough? Why you are fat? Why you have pimples. ” Oh my pity soul, I am so sorry for what I did to you, it took so much time to me to realize that I am enough, I am beautiful, I deserve good things happen to me. My pity soul, u did a great job, now you can take ur time to get some rest, cause here, I promise you, I won’t be that negative anymore. I know it’s not easy, I know I may negative some day later, but I promise you that I will try my best. I will take care of you and preserve you from toxicity. Cause I realize that why should I be sad, when I know that my Allah has already giving me everything. Why should I worry about what people think about me, why sh

    بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful Apa Kabar semuanya? Semoga selalu dalam lindungan Allah ya,  Udah lama banget rasanya ga nulis blog dan rasanya ini tulisan pertama ku dengan bahasa Indonesia. To be honest, aku biasanya buat blog pakai bahasa Inggris bukan karena aku pintar dalam bahasa Inggris. Bahkan aku menyadari banyak sekali kekurangan, ntah itu di minim vocab atau grammar yang tidak sesuai. Tapi itu semua ku lakukan untuk mengasah kemampuan bahasa Inggrisku dan juga untuk lebih confident dalam menggunakan bahasa Inggris. Aku belum tau arah tema tulisan ini tuh apa, pelan-pelan ya siapa tau nanti dapet ide hehehe.. Oiya ku mau sharing cerita yang aku baca aja dari sebuah buku. Ini cerita mengenai melihat suatu kebaikan. Sebenernya aku udah pernah share foto mengenai cerita ini di IG, tapi mungkin ada beberapa yang belum tau tentang kisah ini. Jadi dikisahkan bahwa dahulu, salah satu murid dari Nabi Isa A.S berkome